Hi Belle.... I don't think this says anything at all about you Belle. I says a lot about him but it isn't worth trying to figure that out. This isn't about you. It's all about Mark. Sounds to me he has a lot of unresolved issues and you should be counting your lucky stars to be out fo the maze.

Run with the sense of relief and resist the temptation to make sense of it all. I don't think there is much sense to be made from it all. It may always be one of those things that will always be confusing.

In time the shock with wear off. Take good care of you. Maybe a call to your T would be helpful about now.

Hugs....