So do you do what I do?? I open my mouth tooooo wide and let its all out and screw myself. I cant help myself with him..havent been with him for 8 years, but damit he has some kind of hidden power over me, Im working on it, I should journal it all too, he does, but I cant seem to do it, and I know how important it is, i just always stop myself.

**Hugs**

whos the other Erin hehe