You do know Topher that your mindless drivel on the tube is a goal to relax......which is what we all need time to do & escape all the things that we have going on in our lives....You definitely have your priorities straight.

Enjoy your relaxing evening.
Debbie

PS
I actually got another goal finished today. My psychologist had me working on a letter to my Mother about the things that hurt me & made me angry, & then the things I appreciated. I have been working on it for over a month.....5 pages that seem to be definitely weighted toward the hurt side. It came from the fact that I just cant seem to get into the grieving & she died in January. We were only able to get through 2 pages because there were so many other issues that have really been bothering me too. The letter is definitely weighed toward the hurt/angry side by a landslide...which may be why I don't have all the good memories I feel like I should have when I compared myself to others that were in the hospice grief group that I sat in on in April. I was surprised how many other issues just 2 pages ended up bringing out. It's kinda like pealing an onion.....you get into one layer & start to see the layer that is under that one...etc, etc, etc.

I also just got another task scheduled today also.....I talked to my equine chiropractor & we made an appointment for next week for both of my horses & several others from the ranch. Hopefully it will help my 26 year old feel alot better & start helping the bump that I noticed on Izzy's back...don't know what happened with her, but probably got in the way & got kicked by one of the other horses that are in with her.

The task of getting the asset/debt information together for the divorce lawyer is a much bigger task than I first imagined. I am surprised at how long it is taking to get all the information together....it is really producing some pretty strong anxiety attacks daily....just trying to find all the information.....I figured that divorce would cause emotional stress, but didn't realize how much stress just finding the information is causing......I guess that may be why I kept putting it off before now

Oh yes, on my way home from my psychologist session, I picked up Celia from the Vet. The spaying went fine & I got her teeth cleaned also....she ended up loosing 2 of them. I will have to take her back to get her wire stiches out in 10-14 days. She is now settled down in the large dog cage I have in my room & resting comfortably. Can't take her out to the ranch for 2 weeks....gotta keep the incision clean & we all know that wouldn't be possible at the ranch.