Myzen,
I noticed that you started her 3 days before I did last year....I am a very slow starter in anything I am interested in getting involved in....I usually don't just dive in but need to get to get my feet wet first to see if it might be a possibility first. However sometimes you don't really know until you get involved either. I know I had a large block of time when I was going through my Mothers illness & the trauma with the ID theft. Looking back, I wonder if I had gotten more involved initially, I might have been able to handle the situation differently......oh here goes my "WHAT IF" again.
I must admit looking back at my posts during that time, that this place has really grown on me & my feeling of belonging has also been growing. I never imagined that there could be a place like this where I could read experieces that others are going through & realize that it is a mirror of what I have gone through & am going through. I never was good at writing down things....& thinking would allow things to slip out of my mind & get lost in the mess of everyday life. It is kind of a good feeling when something I have gone through can help someone who is going through a similar situation......& the amount of information about new feelings that I have been experiencing to help me understand myself better is valued beyond what words can express.
This is truly a wonderful forum to be a member of at any level of belonging that is comfortable.
Debbie
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Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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