KatieLee,

Check in when you can, and share with us what is happening, if you are feeling less anxious. It's no use saying to you don't worry about the financial end of your life, b/c that is easier said than done. but stressing and getting yourself in a very anxious state isn't good for you either. Does your local church, pastor offer any counselling for free perhaps. don't think too far ahead - take one day at a time. perhaps your job will not lose it's big client and you have nothing to worry about. hang in there.