(((((((((((((((((((silver))))))))))))))))))))

i'm so sorry that you have to tell him at this point. please listen to the others and me when we say that someone needs to be there.

i would suggest a doctor. i would suggest you see one now for your depression and set something up to talk with your father together. a doctor is generally respected and hopefully might give him information and keep him on the calmer side.

is there a way that you can live on your own at this point? i truly hope you see the doctor for another reason, silver. i think you need medical/psychological help with this. i think it's time, sweetie.

much love and respect,

kd