Honestly, and not to sound like a drama queen, but guys, really, the pain is horrible. All I can think about is, well, you know. I just can't keep doing this. Trying to be normal for my family and friends and work. It's bad that I was snowed in today but for real, the pain is unbearable at this point. If you cut my arm off it would feel better than this. SO sorry everyone.... I hate being negative... I'm just in pain and not particularly safe (though I've been worse) and scared, and tired, and angry, and every other emotion you can think of.