I'm starting to say things and do things maybe I shouldn't do. They're not real bad things, just unwise. I forwarded a kind of not so good email to a friend. I said some things to kids at work which wasn't really quite appropriate.

I'm thinking maybe I have too much time on my hands. I've never been one for old cliches, but one is standing out in my mind: An idle mind is the devil's playground. I never thought much of that saying actually - I even actively disliked it. But maybe I do just need more to do. I am reading a lot, but maybe that's not enough. I'm scared I'm acting without thinking. Help.