When it boils down, this thing has made me a lonely, miserable bastard. Other guys my age have GF's, go out to dinner and have sex... I wear diapers and baby clothes...have no GF.

I truly must of done some bad things in a previous life to deserve this sort of BS and other things that are in my life that burden me.. I truly must be in hell right now..this must actually be hell.

Thanks to everyone for the insight.
Take care.