The girl i was dating for 6 months broke up with me. The same girl who i caught cheating got into a fistfight with. Yes that same girl. I told my T this. (not mentioning her real name out of Trust Issues). Anyway she had broke up with me a month ago. I didnt take this well and we started fighting. And we fought your typical teenage fight... taken to the extreme. I said and did things that I am deeply ashamed of myself. However she sunk to a new low and was well able to devastate me. I only got her becuase her previous boyfriend hit and quit it and i was one of the few people who was nice to her. She is a beautiful woman who's heart is colder than ice. She was able to cost me most of my friends either through her actions or my reactions. I had sunk to a low that i was deeply ashamed of. Literally all my insults and ways of ruining somebodys life werent able to destroy her. she pretty much smashed through me like a bull through a china shop. I lost completely. I told my T that we got into a fight and that i new her VERY WORST SECRET. (Don't Worry This Is COMPLETELY NOT TRUE) Apparently this got me into trouble. Face it i wish this was true at the end of the onslaught i won through. Looks like a suffered unimagible costs and LOST. I lost my frineds and realized that i will never get laid recover my losses and live a crappy life great. No love or help for me
Any Advice for me