hey byz,

i think my insecurities came from failed relationships. just feel like i wasn't good enough to keep those people around. i would change so much about myself. there's not much that i wouldn't change. i used to be so confident, assertive and outgoing before the bouts of depression hit. i am the total opposite now. this illness has really changed me. i am so introverted and feel worthless. i want the old me back but feel that's an unreachable goal. do u have self-esteem issues?