Monsieur,

I'm really glad you posted here. You are definately not alone. I'm so sorry that you been caught up in the swirl, but I can not tell you how good it is that you are reaching for a life line.

I hear you about counselors in your school. In most cases it's like - whatever!

I would likely encourage you to reach back out to the doctor that first inquired about your depression. They may be able to really really help you. It doesn't all have to be willpower. We all deserve help and respect, and I think you will find it.

Take good care, I admire your courage as you move forward.