i agree with w_i...it is probably safer for you to stay inside, little iris. i am very sorry that Bella can't come along...but perhaps you can leave her at home cuddled in blankets and then when it is time for you to go to bed you can cuddle in blankets too and think about her and pretend she is there with you. Would that help? it will be ok, iris (((((((((((iris))))))))))) you can PM me too if you want.

-shadow