Welcome Welcome. and more welcomes to you

Love the name by the way

When your doc put you in the hosp, did they put you on any meds and how long has it been since you were out..
Some anit-dperssents take a long time to work, correclty..

Ask your doctor, and keep posting..
oh for the friends thing.. hang in there, the feelings will go away.. It sounds like maybe you just need a small break from them, not take them complety out of your life..
Try to see it from there point of view, how long have you been deperssed, and do you think she woudl truly "run" if you told her the truth????


<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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