i thought this move would be great, i duno if its from the long trip over or what it is. the last four days i have felt like crying an tonight its getting worse, where im laying in bed almost in tears an thoughts of suicide or even self harm are coming to mind. but when i think about it all i can picture in my head are the photos my biological mother showed me of my stepdad an what he did to himself to try an make me feel bad as he was going to go to jail an its why he did it.. i duno what to do.