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In a relationship you are supposed to both work on things. To me it sounds like you are having to do all the "working" and he's just sitting around waiting to call out your mistakes. Right now you may feel like you "have" to stay, but DON'T make yourself feel like its your only choice. Maybe having the apartment read to move into isn't a bad thing, maybe you wouldn't feel so nervous about him giving you the boot. Heck, maybe then you could BREAK UP with HIM. There has to be give an take in a relationship for both people to be happy.
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