Thanks again everyone for helping me get through this weekend. I still feel pretty crummy but I went to work today and got out of the house and away from the mess that is my living situation right now. My boyfriend is super triggering me and he doesn't have a job (long story but he just moved up here with me 2 weeks ago) so he's around all the time. It was just a bad, bad weekend, but I am really hoping the week straightens out (thought we're supposed to get 6-8 more inches of snow on top of the 20 inches that are already on the ground. Makes home health nursing tough, especially when I'm travelling up to 450 miles per week!!! ARGH!!!!! Thanks though, everyone. I really needed support and you all came through for me.