thank you jacq and sannah so much. Jus knowing someone took time to read my post and stop and try and help.I do feel a little better after Reading your post jacq (: thankyou.I haven't the strenght to stop but you have made me feel that little bit better. I am currently in therapy but he says next time I go(march I think it is) should be my last :/ I have a problem communicating it feelings . I don't really feel comfertable with him. I've tried writing stuff down and bringing it with me but I just can't.
I think the reason I do SI is because I find it difficultnto talk about. I do have an amazingly supportive bf but Id jus feel I'm letting him down if I tell him .
Thank you again fir listening to me blab on about all this stuff