Hi Jodi, from Linda in So. TX.

I can't imagine how you are gonna work your way throught this, but after reading all the posts, I would say you are off to a very good start and have gotten some good advice and support. I know this is something you cannot do alone. I know because I have tried. I noticed something we have in common, besides the sexual abuse and other childhood abuse you mentioned, something I do myself and that is apologize for being. I feel like I have to say I'm sorry for taking up another persons time, etc. I have a very strong feeling of being a "burden" to everyone. It's as if I'm not worthy of anybody's help or time. Like I am so needy..I hope we will be able to share more on this site. I have so much I need to get out, but I know it is gonna take a while. Thank you for being so transparent..You didn't deserve what happened to you, but I believe you are very strong to have come this far. I will stay in touch. Linda