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Originally Posted by lynn P.
In your inital post you didn't come across as so unhappy with your fetish, except for saying you wish you had more control. Obviously this fetish is getting in the way of your happiness. If you were happy and had this fetish, then I would say fine but you're not. I think you should find a therapist who specializes in fetishes. I agree with Foolzero you do sound depressed. I hope you come to terms and at manage this so you can have a more fulfilling life. Best of luck.
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To be honest with you, I have been engaging into my fetish activities a lot more and a lot more intense than usual. I do believe I try to lull out some of the other pressures going on ATM like no GF and loneliness I have been dealing with. The fetish takes away A LOT of pressure and is extremely relaxing and I am grateful for that, but I have indeed been into it a lot more these days. So yes I have other pressure going on and if I can fix those I believe I can get more control of my fetish.
I also plan on next week, finding a specialist to help me out. I have alot going on and I'm not sure where to start, but I need to do something, because my life is going under a little to fast for my comfort. I want to be happy again.
Thanks for your help.