I'm in such a bad place. I called my T on Sat and she finally got back to me today to schedule a time to talk tomorrow. She had forgotten to check her phone messages this weekend

. Ugh. I'm fighting this. I hate it.

I haven't felt this bad in a long time. And it doesn't seem to be stopping getting worse. I'm having trouble getting homework done. I hate this. I feel so awful. I feel so alone. I know I should schedule an appointment with my pdoc, but it just seems to take so much energy. I much rather just stay in bed and sleep.