2nd session with T was worse then the first. i don't even remember most of what happened, but T made no attempt at relationship, just commanded me to do things. then when i didn't want to do them or was getting really anxious, said something like "call me when you want to work."
and blamed me for pulling "this stuff" and probably thats why i failed at T before.

what about making me feel comfortable? i cant talk when i am getting more and more stressed and anxious. i spaced out and i almost threw up
T wasnt even gentle.
she doesnt even know me to make me that upset.

this is the 2nd T i tried in one month and i am getting where i need to find someone because i am on the brink.

should i make multiple appointments a week? -- i live in a big city and dont know anyone, and there are so many T's, how do i find one?
the first one was too old and said didnt have the time and then this one just hated me or something.

i left early and was so confused because it was not like some people here say about building a relationship and trust.