Which has brought me to where I am today. Now I actually have good days and something to compare the bad ones to. Now I actually have triggers, I am aware of it all. Life is no longer consistant. Even though it is progress I find it harder to deal with than the 24/7 lies. Is this normal? I feel selfish almost as I know I should be greatful for progress. Even on paper and in testing, my progress appears as the opposite. I was so ignorant before that I appeared fine. more 2 come