((((Calista+12))))
Thank you for writing hun. I am sorry you are feeling so bad right now. I hear you and I am listening. I also take levothyroxine, I do not know what it is doing. I know how the depression meds seem to do nothing. Having DID also, my p doc is not sure who is needing or taking or not taking the meds.
I am not taking any psych meds at this time as for us it does not work. I was on many meds but many times they were not being taken as some did not think they needed or wanted them. So not sure who was taking what. But I talked to my p doc about that and he decided to take me off all meds for now, until I was more stable and then he would know what I needed. I only take medical meds now. Just something you might talk to your doc about.
Calista, you are worth getting help. There is an answer you just have to find it. Keep asking and keep looking. Hold on and reach out and take my hand.........................................................You are going to be okay. I know how that edge looks and it is not an easy place to be.
I do hear what you are saying and I validate how you feel. But hold on friend and know that you are not alone. We are here and we care. Please take care of yourself. You do matter and you are important.
Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps