I can't trust pdoc because she lied to me. It was a new medication and i said i wanted to start at a low dose, it is tegretol and she wanted to start me on 400mg she said it was a low dose. But it was the highest dose it comes in. I am trying to find the right meds at the moment. I have just started talking to pdoc about some personal things and i think this makes me more sensitive to things that she says or does cos the meds thing is not really a huge thing when it comes to trust. I'm super sensitive to things that screw trust up. Do you all think that i'm making a big deal out of it. Idk. Tell me what u think.