well

today at work my manager took me to lunch. and we had a big chat about work and job and stuff. i am loving it (i do qualitative research for AC Nielsen). and then she asked me why i have been so tense and upset at work. i thought that i have been hiding it all ok. but apparently not.

i was so embarrassed i just wanted to split, and she was trying to come up with some solutions for me. she wants me to do yoga and have some more beach walks at lunchtime (our building is right next to the beach).

i just said i had had some stress with my flatmates (true in a way, one is being poopy about rent dates n stuff - he was late with payment and insists he isn't. not a big deal though).

i cant believe i looked such a mess and i just dont know what to do, i want everything to just go away. on top of that i had another couple of friends say something to me over the last week or 2 and i have just said i am stressed at work.

i don't know what to do.

sorry for whining (again)