I know your right sannah. I know I'm goin to say yes I'm goin to do that , and the day will come an ill just chicken out and make up some lame excuse. I know it's the right thing I just don't know how in going to do it.I guess I'll jus really have to try this time. I might try and talk to my bf about it or idk keep talking on here so then I might not feel so bad about it . I think I'm jus worried because I think I'm just over exagerating ,maybe I am. I just needto talk to someone and find out if I'm jus being stupid about this of not . Thanks sannah