(((((Solarwind)))))

That one T was a bad one, NOT YOU!! I feel so bad for you that she made you scared to even call another T. Did you look at the psychologytoday site yet? You can read the descriptions first to see what the Ts will be like. Or, do you have anyone you could ask for a recommendation? Someone you trust who knows what you are looking for? A family dr. who could make a referral for you?

Most Ts are NOT like the one you saw. Their job is to help people, not hurt them! I think, and others will tell you the same thing, that it is highly unlikely that you will have that awful experience again. I've seen 2 prospective Ts so far, and talked to a few others on the phone, and they all tried to be helpful. I think you just got a "bad apple" and it's NOT going to happen again.

I know it's hard, but you can do this.