((((((Zoopora))))))

I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time with this. It is really hard to tell people about these things and then to feel that they don't believe you must feel awful. First, I'm sure that your T believes you. If you asked her, and she said yes then I'm sure it is still true. Has she lied to you about anything else before? She will not be angry with you for asking her again. She will answer that question as many times as you need her to. I keep asking my T if she is angry with me. And every time she says 'no'. But then I need to ask it again. And she answers it again. She would rather I ask again than I sit there thinking she hates me. I'm sure your T is the same way.

As for your T not bringing it up since you told her about it, it is probably because she wants to let you talk about it when you are ready. Does she let you decide what to talk about? My T would never tell me what to talk about. She is probably waiting for you to feel comfortable bringing it up again. She doesn't want you to go somewhere in discussion you are not ready for. She is trying to be sensitive to your needs, but does not know that her waiting for you to bring it up feels like she doesn't believe you and she is avoiding the topic. You should definitely bring this up with her. I'm sure she would be happy to talk about anything you bring up.

And for the record, I believe you.