Thank you for your message. Unbeknownst to me I've been bi-polar for years. But I was only being treated for depression - but my pdoc after an a couple of days talking with me discovered I was bi-polar and I was being over medicated with the wrong meds from my previous pdoc. I think maybe the winter, with lots of snow, and very few days of sunlight, might be the bigest problem and causing the depression. The few days that I was really UP the sun had been shinning for about 3 days and the snow was starting to melt. I have a lot to learn about being BP depression and just reg depression. If that makes sense. Anyway, I gave my hubby all my meds that I had been holding back. I feel that a hurdred pounds has been lifted off my shoulders. Thank you again so much for your message and for caring.