I'm so mad and frustratred. T missed the point of what I was trying to tell him completely. Makes me mad because he always wants to talk to the alters. Feel like he doesn't care about what's happening with me. He said it seems like I'm trying to avoid the feelings and I'm trying not to deal with anything right now. How can I deal with feelings I'm not even feeling?? I don't have any feelings or any communication with the alters right now. NONE !! So I don't understand how I'm avoiding anything. This is just the way I am right now. Frustrated, confused, irritated and generally just in a p#ssi mood all around. I don't know what more I can do. T said something about being hospital again. Feeling he may put me in against my will. I don't trust him at this point.
Monty