You aren't dumb sweetie. It's your way of handling things. I agree with Indie that our scars show who we are and what we've been through. I know how you feel though, sometimes I hate mine as well. I hate how people look at me when they see them.

Try to make that a reason why you want to quit. You can't get rid of the scars you have now but you can prevent yourself from making more. I know it's hard, the journey to recovery never is easy, but remember it will benefit you in more ways than you think.

I wish you luck. Much love Lydia!