Kimmy,

I know exactly what you are saying. Like you I have been switching to avoid something and only after the event can I see what was going on. Kast weekend was awful for me and i switched betwen the 5 of us and got into all sorts of bother. I cried, I followed compulsions, i wished I was dead, bla, bla, bla. We hid under the bed and.......... well i dont mean to but in on your thread.

But I fully know and understand what you are saying. Its not until afterwards that I am able to look back and appreciate how bad things were, and like you I take to bed for days to recover and my energy is all gone.

Audrey

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