When I was undiagnosed, I used to push friends and loved ones away all the time. Now that I know what's going on, I very much regret pushing those people away and treating them the way I did. I have recently be able to build the relationships back with the ones I've hurt in the past and most of them seem to understand that it wasn't really "me" before I was properly medicated. Now they see a whole new me and are very glad that I am happy with myself now.