A followup. In my reply to you above - I said "I'm not much of a drinker." That's true "on average". But I have admitted to others that I do have a binge drinking problem and rarely drink socially any more due to knowing it could go too far. So, I'm happy to say that I found the issue, just as you have.

I read part of your blog - good going. Keep it up too. Things can only get better. Even when things are "great" - they can still get better on top of that too.