Sorry I don't respond to posts yet. I'm trying to get over a bad patch, and I'm afraid reading other people's problems will only trigger mine at this point.

Today at work was... I guess not good. I can't say terrible, but I can't say it was good, either.

The deposit and cash box came up over while I was on them. I think it's because a salesperson forgot to post all or part of a payment to the system, but I know that tomorrow there will be laughs and jeers about how terrible I am at math, because I am. I try very, very hard, but I'm slow at it, and I've always been bad at it.

And everyone will blame my being home schooled, even though my science, lit, mechanical, etc. scores are always off the charts.

More jokes. More doubts about my ability to do my job. I'd rather die than go to work tomorrow, I'm already so anxious about it.

I'm not getting paid nearly enough for this stupid job.