and i spent the time talking about my ex boyfriend, the one i believe has ptsd,

i basically didn't get to finish any of my sentences and she said if we get back together that he'll pretty much start beating me and i can't help him at all... and that by texting him that i love him, i'm harassing him... (even though i told him if he wanted me to stop texting him goodnight to say so, and i got silence, and he unblocked me on facebook)

when i tried to tell her that he had been proposing and making plans to move in together and then suddenly stopped all contact with me when he found out about being deployed, she went on to say how she has family in the military and they never pull away from people before a deployment.

and so she pretty much said he's abusive and hopeless and i'm stupid for caring about him and trying to see if i can talk to him about getting help and that the only way my anxiety will ever get any better is if i move away (he doesn't live near me anyway) and change absolutely everything about myself and the way i think.

W T F