Hi there Lady Dragus, really appreciate your reply.

I'm glad you like my name. I called myself goggles because I've usually got my light box going when I'm online and have to wear these red goggles to protect my eyes. It must look quite odd, especially from the street because the whole room glows bright purple and flickers and there's me in front of my computer screen with these red goggles on haha.

- It's been four years since I've been out of hospital. I stopped taking medication probably about three years ago because I felt it wasn't working. I sometimes contemplate taking medication again, especially these last two years when I've been having panic attacks also. It's tough being ill isn't it?!!

-Thanks for the thoughts on the friend situation, I'll think through these
today. It's nice to have a fresh angle. Relationship issues overwhelm me sometimes and get me down more than anything else.

Thanks again and if you feel I could help in any way don't hesitate to ask.

red-eyed monster goggles! x