Thanks you guys! I am really getting nervous here . I am still in my pj's, a half hour before we need to leave. Our appt is at 2pm this afternoon. If I dont get this right , it will be the end. And I dont know if I can handle that.I'm scared it will turn into a yelling match . I am feeling so inadequate as a person , a wife . Why am I feeling this way ? I mean ,I dont think I am that bad. I feel like his family are breathing up my neck here. This is the kind of stuff they would tell me. Maybe in the beginning the expectations for me as a wife were set to high by them and it ran into my husbands mind. And now he is trying to hold me to those standards. I cant do it. Iguess I need to see how things go instead of reading into it too much for now huh? Well I better go here and get ready. Thanks for listening to me again. I appreciate it!!

Hugz~
Beth