Hey - HUGE HUGS TO YOU

You made me cry reading it... I wish you had of told me you were still feeling that way.
Remember I'm there for you as is everyone here on PC. I wont judge.
I still think about my ex... and I think it's normal.
After the engaged conversation it's like a break up all over again.

All I can say is that talk and write and just get it ALL out in the open. Here, on you blog and to everyone that will listen. Thats the only way I have gotten to where I am right now.

My T has told me that the only way was to cut contact and now I have... You were doing so well (I thought). Hopefully finally letting it all out to her you will start the healing process properly.

PM me if you need