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Originally Posted by crystalrose
I'm not taking the new meds now and I'm not going to take the new meds in the future.
I can't trust her.
I'm not going to turn into some conformer who idolises pdocs every desicion and I'm not going to let her turn me into a zombie so that I dont care what meds I'm on.
Some people are on that many meds, and that makes the true essence of who they are vanish.
I'm not gonna let that happen to me cos I can't deal with that and its not my destiny.
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Crystalrose, I've been taking several meds for several years. I haven't turned into a zombie. I haven't lost the essence of who I am. If anything, I'm back to being who I really am because those crazy bipolar symptoms are under control. I'm not a conformer. I just value my mental health. It is SO much better to have some control over the depression. It doesn't solve everything, but it does make the path a bit clearer.