bloooooooo mooooooooon.......

are you in the same therapy room as me on tuesday morning?????

geez i just had the same talk with t yesterday! i stumpy swear & cross my ears!

can't manage if you were never taught how to..have to mange because you are a grown up...but can't...damn cycle...been there bought a t shirt..hell bought a sweatshirt too.

it's hard..so many things you njever got taught that needed & should have been taught..and you try to figure them out on your own..sometimes you are close..sometimes not so...either way you plod along and hope no one notices your blunders ..actually you hope no one notices you at all.

my t says i do really well for someone with no clue on the money thing and no money...she is going thru the same thing with one of her kids who is just being stupid and 23. but she is teaching her (again)..i am going to bring in all my bills and stuff and she will teach me money..and it will be hard because i leave and the peeps come out but t said she will help....at 52 maybe i can learn.

i would love a do over...altho i can't picture a different childhood..have no concept of it at all...which is weird. i can picture my early adulthood and that i so would love to change...

but yeah it sucks...forced now to manage things you don't know how..its like being doumped onto some weird planet and not having a clue of the customs, language everything and being told to survive ...because death isn;'t an option.

so yeah..i get it.

off to continue looking for a stumpy theme song..its going to be a long boring day inside ..figure that might take up a little time..maybe alving & the chipmunks, the weebles theme song, any other ideas?

stumpy