Thanks guys, I'm feeling better today. It was just a lot of things I forced myself not to think about for a long time all floating to the top again. Realistically I know we're over, and I am ok with that even if some feelings still linger. Things did end for a reason, and while she was the one that officially pulled the plug, I think it was coming one way or another anyway. I was a bit stupid last night and went to the gym to try to relieve some stress but pushed myself way too hard and can't even straighten out my arms today heh. That, plus I'm snowed in which means today is gonna be a crappy day.

Had one of those incredibly realistic dreams about her last night that woke me up at like 3am and kept me up for 2 hours. I think these feelings are gonna be with me for a long time, or at least until I meet someone that makes me feel how she did. Thanks for your replies