Slowinmi, That's the same way I am. I kept saying "tomorrow I'll call" but tomorrow never came. I guess I finally just became uncomfortable enough with the way I am living to try to take a step towards fixing it. I've never heard of SAM-e before, gonna google it and see what I can find about it.
Amante, thanks. I don't know if I'd call it incredible myself, more like "it's about time" :P I am a writer in my heart, and have already written so many lists, poems, hell I've basically written a short story to sum up my life hehe. I will bring at least one of these with me as a guideline for my first session. Yeah I'm in NY, but definately don't plan on going anywhere today, got all the shopping I could've needed done yesterday when they were saying how bad this storm was gonna be. I'm in a bit of physical pain too and I think a spill in the snow would be pretty bad at the moment. Thanks for the good vibes