do you have schizotypal?

why are you worried that they'll lock you up. They can't put you in a hospital unless you are a dnager to yourself or others or are having significant problems taking care of yourself. Even if that happens, you wont be locked up for long..probably a week or two. How old are you? if you are 18 or over, you have even less of a chance of being put into a hospital involuntarily.

I've been hospitalized quite a few times, for being a danger to myself and being extreamly psychotic, but i wasn't there for very long...about a week each time.

-becka