Hi tryingtobeme,
Thanks for your post. I guess my posts will take awhile because they are still being approved. I was diagnosed with moderate depression and anxiety. I know I should probably stay on the citalopram a few more weeks but I just can't do it. I feel too weird at night, and also stuggle with the days of feeling totally zonked out. I do know this is a useful med. A very close friend of mine has been helped by 80mg/day as well. I just can't make it through this period. I will be seeing the doc. tomorrow to ask her about other options. Meanwhile, I am glad I found this forum. It's nice to chat with others who have gone through - or are going through - the same kind of struggle.