no longer, it is SO GOOD that you are posting regularly. that is what this whole shebang is for, you know? but the whole no sleeping thing... i understand. when you are exhausted you can;t really think or feel anything. everything is foggy and strange. that is why it is such a comfort. as lame as it sounds, take 3 advil liquidgells PM. it will totally help. it makes you SO tired, but it doesn't let you stay up. it works for me when i don't want to take sleeping pills or antipsychotics.

but again, completely understandable. i feel the exact same way.