Ugh... sorry you're going through this BLN.. Hang in there. Bravo for recognizing your limit and taking a time-out for the rest of the night. That's really huge to be able to do that so take a second and give yourself a little credit for stepping away. It wouldn't help you or your family if you were so frustrated that you and your son were BOTH decompensating. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully you'll feel better able to tackle it because you are taking care of youself tonight. Sit back, watch some TV, have some cocoa, or go to sleep... whatever you do to unwind and relax. Hope you feel better in the morning. Please stay safe.