First...I didn't believe me, then I thought my T wouldn't think it was a big deal, and on and on my internal critic would go. Or as I read once the "parasite" with long tenticles that the abuse spawned. I think for me its easier to assume that no one will understand or that it is just too difficult or to minimal to even try and explain.

Zoo...I think your T will believe what you tell her. And has hard as it is to accept it...she probably is really wanting you to open the door on that topic again so she can help you.

My T rarely brings up my SA topic on her own. I used to think that was because she didn't really care to hear anymore about it...but I found out again last week that when I go there, she really seems to want to listen and help me. It just hard to be brave enough to go there. (((Zoo)))