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Originally Posted by BlueMoon6
Its so funny, but I dont feel brave at all. I get that this is a brave thing to do. I feel like I have reached a point where I can face it, but I am also up against a wall. I feel forced to face the past. Its as if I am in denial of my fear! What exactly is it to be brave? I love that you said I was brave. I wish I felt worthy of the word.
Sannah- grieving the past? Hmmm....I dont know if its grief I feel. I feel angry at what happened and why it happened. And regret. Sigh.
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Oh my gosh, Blue. You are being SO brave, truly. To read that you don't feel that made me do this:
because it seems so obvious from the outside.
About the grief...aren't there stages of grief? I wonder if anger and regret are two of them? In fact, wondering about that makes me wonder if part of my own therapy is about working through those stages. Hum.
You are amazing, blue. You ARE brave. You are doing what you have to do, even though it's hard and scary. That is big.
